To solve things that do not work and make them work is to grow in life, in my opinion. Resistance in moderation and forcing focus forward often makes me grow as a person.
I just have to accept the challenge. If everything was simple, everyone would have a much better life. The opportunity to see inside doors in the corridor I walk without opening doors is impossible. I actually have to go into the different rooms and see what’s there and then go through the next door inside the room.
Each room has its own level of consciousness and the next room from that room deepens my consciousness. It is possible to jump to room 10 without going through each phase. It’s like skipping the stage of learning to walk and start cycling right away, without being able to walk or do surgeries without medical studies. It is certainly possible but would you be a passenger on the bike or do heart surgery with that person?